A Requiem For Susie Jackson, The Black Woman Shot 11 Times By Dylann Roof

Miss Susie,You were 87 years old when Dylann Roof walked into Emanuel AME Church in Charleston, South Carolina, and shot you 11 times. Your aged body took more bullets than any of the other eight churchgoers whose lives were also cut short by an evil white supremacist on June 17, 2015. That one piece of information reminded me of the violence historically inflicted upon black women by white men and the way we tend to bear so much pain, sometimes just because were black women at Bible study on the wrong night.I dont know if you heard him say this, but Roof justified his misdeeds by telling your nephew, You are raping our women and taking over the world. He upheld white womens bodies as superior to justify your slaughter. Later Roof would laugh as he confessed to shooting you and the others. Somebody had to do it, Roof told police officers, adding that black people are killing white people every day .... What I did is so minuscule compared to what they do to white people every day.Our people are superior, he said. Thats just the fact.Unlike many who lynched black people during Jim Crow, Roof refused to look at crime scene photos of you during his trial. He couldnt even stomach what he had done to you and your loved ones. Miss Susie, its as though Jim Crow found a way to catch up to you even though your black first lady strolls the halls of a home built by her ancestors but not meant for their descendants.I didnt know you, but you remind me of my great-grandmother. She, like you, was a God-fearing, church-loving woman, and she couldnt really say no to anything herself. Your fluffy gray curls were similar to hers, and her skin was a beautiful dark brown-red like yours. My great-grandmother and you were both Church Mothers, older women who have demonstrated their strong faith and now help guide the rest of the congregation down the right path. I imagine you remind a lot of black people of their grandmothers, these larger-than-life women who take on everyones pain and somehow manage to bring us so much joy. Thats one reason why it hurt so damn bad when you were listed as a victim in the church massacre. When it was revealed that that white supremacist pumped 11 shots into you, I remembered how I felt on June 17, 2015. I relived that anger, that pain and that feeling of being so small in the face of such audacious hatred. Its a feeling Ill never forget, just like Ill never forget you, Miss Susie ' or any of the black women like I imagine you were.Sincerely,A black kid still reeling from the fact that you could have been my grandmother.If you're always angry about politics, sign up for bruh., a sporadic newsletter by Julia Craven.powered by TinyLetter -- This feed and its contents are the property of The Huffington Post, and use is subject to our terms. It may be used for personal consumption, but may not be distributed on a website.
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